Has he ever left a child he loves?
Are you his child?
So, in short, no, he hasn’t left you.
Nor has he left me as a matter of fact.
This is something I want to make extremely clear to whoever is reading this, because sometimes it can really like he has, especially when going through times of difficulties.
But he hasn’t, trust me.
And this morning I just want to thank him with all my might. I don’t want to ask anything of God, all I want to do is thank him.
I am not sure why there is this overwhelming need to thank God, as nothing ‘special’ has happened but I suppose I realise I don’t thank him enough, for being the only one to stick by me through everything.
So please bear with me whilst I thank God;
God I thank you for the gift of life you have given me.
Thank you for giving me everything that I have ever truly needed.
Thank you for the opportunity to experience this beautiful body and this wonderful mind.
Thank you for living inside me with all your love, with your pure and boundless spirit, with your warm and radiant light.
Thank you for always guiding me in the right direction and for knowing what is best for me more than I do.
Thank you for the many times you have forgiven me whenever I deviated from your path.
Thank you for always reminding me that sometimes you are the only one I can trust, you are the only one I can talk to and you are the only one who is truly listening.
Thank you for taking away the fear when I thought I couldn’t leave my job. I hated it there, and deep that only you and I knew that. I didn’t belong. Thank you for that courage; for believing in me and showing me that I was your daughter, and that you want happiness for me.
Thank you for not hating me when I was ungrateful for the hardships, which always somehow turned into blessings.
Thank you for sending me all these warning signs through your messengers who were disguised as people, books or simply just intuition. Warning signs that showed me it was good I didn’t go to ‘that’ party, or date ‘that’ guy or accept ‘that’ job and so forth.
God, just thank you man.
Thank you for sending me people to love.
Thank you for sending people to love me.
Thank you for my rare genuine nature. Even though people take advantage of this, you have given me the power of discernment to show me who those people are and to pray for them.
Thank you for healing me when I was broken. And I was broken. I was broken when my dad left. I was broken when my ex cheated on me. I was broken when I didn’t get into the University of my choice. I have been broken a number of times but you have never left me.
Thank you for whispering into my soul when I almost felt dead inside.
Thank you for showing me that you are the truth.
Thank you for using my words, for using my eyes, for using my heart to share your love wherever I go.
Thank you for it all.
I love you just the way you are, and because I am your creation.
I love myself just the way I am.
Help me to keep the love and the peace in my heart and to make that love a new way of life that I may live in love the rest of my life.
Thank you God.
Do you ever feel that God has left you?
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