Sometimes I feel like it’s only me who never became whom they thought they would be.
And with all the shit that’s going on in this world, coupled with the normality that is going on around us, friends getting married, people accepting promotions that they don’t want, babies being born.
I get so scared that my lack of self-belief is going to force me into a safe and comfortable position that’ll shush my ambitions away and talk me out of doing what I really want to do.
Yes I get scared.
But regardless of this painful and heartache’ing journey, I am staying mindful of the things I am entertaining in thought, as I continue to travel along this road.
Because honestly, there is no room for doubt. There can’t be because that will just get in the way of what we are trying to grow and build.
I was reminded of this after reading James 1:6 at church yesterday; “But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind.”
We mustn’t journey backwards in doubt but forward in faith.
Our future, the future we want is coming, but in the meantime, we will have to be patient, wait, and continue to trust the process.
Embrace the trials, the tribulations.
Just a rambling of my thoughts this Monday morning.
Have a beautiful day.
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